July 23, 2020 – PROMPT

I spun, a completely non-graceful pirouette that splayed out the bags of groceries hanging off both elbows. Whatever it was I’d forgotten to grab vanished from my thoughts as glass shattered on behind me. I froze, bags bumping against me, eyes clenched as I dragged in a slow, steadying breath. It served me right. One of these days I would remember to write a list before I left the house. Even more effective, I might actually remember to bring it.

Then I would be saved the embarrassment of causing a scene in the middle of the store. The audible gasp that had accompanied the shattering glass signaled that maybe only a dozen or so people had witnessed me in the prime of walking disaster.

Someone shuffled up behind me, and I turned again, barely stopping myself before my errant bags crashed into another… vase? Who left a pile of vases just sitting in the middle of the aisle? I hadn’t even noticed them as I b-lined for the door.

“God, I am so sorry.” I tried to motion with my hands, but the store associate grabbed them and held on.

“Let’s put your bags down.” She helped them off my arms and turned away, probably to retrieve a broom.

Shame and horror ran an intense dance across my skin, equal parts heat and goosebumps. “I—sorry. So sorry,” I said to no one, dropping to the ground to do… something other than stand there like an idiot.   

The pieces were large. The way it sounded as it crashed, it had shattered into a million pieces. A quick scan of the typical white and blue oriental vases, clear glass tubes, oblong fishbowls and half a dozen other varieties suggested any one of them might have.

Yet somehow the vase I’d murdered appeared quite resilient. The pieces were large and thick, more substantial than I expected as I lifted one up to examine it. Deep burgundy, obviously hand-thrown. I could see the grains of the clay along the fractured edges. It was a simple thing, understated beside its garish companions. No wonder I hadn’t seen it.

Well, I hadn’t really noticed any of them, but I would never have picked this one out, overwhelmed by the mess around it.

A set of hands joined mine, sliding a few of the pieces into a small pile.

“Looks like you did a number on this one.” His voice didn’t match what I expected as I looked up into a pair of brown, almost black eyes that crinkled just slightly at the edges with humor.

My cheeks flamed and I reached for another piece. “It was his lucky day, it would seem.” I flipped it over in my hands and discovered a bar code and a price tag. It must have been part of the base. And then I about threw up.

Seventy-eight dollars.

For a vase.

That I’d had every intention of paying for after I got it cleaned up. “Well it’s a bit proud of itself, isn’t it,” I sputtered, dropping the chunk into my small stack.

“One of a kind, I would bet.”

And who the hell was this guy? He didn’t work there, judging by his lack of nametag and vest.

“Good thing I like puzzles.”

My hand slipped, the comment taking me by surprise, and I stabbed a piece right into my finger. I managed not to cry out, but my question came out a bit more forced than I intended. “What?”

He reached over for the bit of vase with the bar code. “I like puzzles.”

“Give me that.” He couldn’t be serious?

“Not sure what you mean.” He pocketed the piece and reached for a small plastic pot on a different shelf. Why couldn’t she have run into that one?

“I need that bar code to pay for the vase.” As she said it, her stomach turned. Seventy-eight dollars.

“It’s taken care of.” 

“No it’s not.”

He shrugged and started piling the pieces he’d collected gingerly into the plastic pot.

I gaped at him. I didn’t even know what to say. I could only watch. He might actually have been serious.

I tried one more time. “If you want the vase, that’s fine. But you have to let me pay for it.” I was sick about the price as it was, I couldn’t let some stranger just pay for it. This wasn’t some person buying the guy behind them’s coffee in some pay-it-forward scheme.

And besides that, who had seventy-eight dollars they could just throw away like that?

I took a moment, trying to figure out how to put my foot down without actually begging. The moment evolved into taking in the man’s leather shoes, black slacks, and button-down shirt she was pretty sure she’d seen embroidered with a brand she couldn’t even pronounce on the cuff.

Okay so maybe this guy could afford it. Still, that didn’t change it. When I opened my mouth to speak his pressed a finger to my lips. I jerked back, my personal bubble so far invaded I was shocked into silence.

“I am buying the vase. That’s the end of it.” He stood up and marched toward the checkout.

I stumbled after him, snatching up my bags and nearly taking out another vase as I went. “That’s not fair.”

“And I don’t care.”

I couldn’t decide if he was being an asshole or some kind of chivalric prince. Either way, it was pissing me off. “You have to let me make it up to you then.” Though offers of lunch or coffee or, hell, even dinner at most places I frequented, didn’t even come close to making up for it.

“No need.”

The checker behind the counter was turning the piece of the broken vase with the barcode over in his hands. He seemed as confused as I was about why someone would want to buy a broken vase. The man remained nonplussed, swiping his card into the machine.

“Well, I feel like a complete idiot now. So thanks for that.” I couldn’t help the bitterness in my voice.

“It’s really nothing. I hope your day gets better.”

“My day was fine, thanks.”

“Well, in that case, enjoy the rest of your day. And try not to kill any more vases.”

And with that, walked out of the store.

52 Writing Prompts

A while back I was perusing through Pinterest and I came across a writing prompt that caught my attention. I’ve never been much for writing prompts, finding that they are too narrow for me in the way they provide too much information to get started with. Maybe I’m weird, but I have always felt like if I start a story based on such specific prompts, I could never make something truly my own, which pretty effectively caps off the creativity train for me.

This prompt was different. Simple. A series of words. Each separate and stand alone. No leading sentences. No questions to answer. Just three seemingly unrelated words.

My brain exploded. I immediately had half a dozen scenarios in mind that came from those three words. So I thought to myself, what if I made my own little prompt game based around the simple words or ideas.

So, since I can never do anything by halves, I created a deck of 52 cards with 52 individual “prompts” consisting of a combination of single, double, and triple word groupings. Each word placed on a card is rooted in one of six categories: character, object, emotion, setting/environment, action, and abstract.

From there, the idea is simple. Draw a card from the deck. Take in the word(s) for a moment, and then write.

Sounds simple enough. And wouldn’t you know it, I drew a random card and wrote the first words I’ve managed in over a month. And it felt great to write minus the pressure of finishing this or that story or making progress on my poor neglected novels.

And I think that is the point of writing prompts – to get juices flowing, regardless of what they are creating.

So for fun, I thought I would share my prompts here as I draw them as well as the result of my prompt session in all it’s raw glory. I hope you’ll follow along and maybe even try them out for yourself. If you want more information behind the concept and the prompts I created, check out the official page that breaks it down more officially.

For now, check out the next post and see the results of my first session.

-Alivia

Oh, Hey There. I’m back?

An update in which I get brutally honest about my writing journey.

It’s been a while. Over two years, in fact. Since the last novel push for the Sven Seven-Tails crossover event, I took a bit of a hiatus from writing and Frankie (aka F.J. Blooding) moved to Alaska, so we decided to put our co-authorship on hold.

Don’t worry though. I have been working (slowly) on two exciting new solo projects and Frankie is moving full steam ahead on the next Whiskey-Verse series. We are incredibly proud of the books we’ve done together, and hopefully we’ll be able to add to the Hattie Hunt library again someday.

Recently, I’ve been spending a lot of time at home. (Covid-19, I’m looking at you.) So, I decided it was time to get back in the saddle and give the website a face lift. I think it’s going well, though it may be as much a refresh as it is an avoidance of the next chapter I should be working on.

Because writing words has been a challenge for the last few years. If I’m honest, since I finished writing Grizzly Attraction. Man, I love that book for a lot of reasons. Mason and his porcupine may be one of my favorite characters I’ve ever created. It is the first book I wrote beginning to end. Writing the book just felt… good. The words flowed. It wasn’t perfect, but I wrote it in record time. (Not hard to do if you consider the first novel I started in 2004 still isn’t finished.) And I had a rock-star co-author to fill in the bits I missed and make it rock-solid.

I finished Grizzly Attraction with a writing high that has left everything since feeling empty. I’ve heard that feeling talked about. I didn’t think I would experience it myself. But here I am. Terrified I will never write another book as good as that one.

The crazy thing is, I never thought I would write a book like that to begin with. I spent years avoiding writing romance like the plague. I had never ready any kind of urban fantasy or paranormal books, let alone paranormal romance.

Funny how things work out.

If you talk to any author out there, successful or not, indie or traditional, I bet they would tell you how many many stories they have that they want to tell. I know I certainly do.

My problem is I haven’t been able to find the words to tell them. I have started two romances and an urban fantasy since we finished Mirror Mirror Demon Rubble. Those are just the ones that I’ve applied a concerted effort to working on. I have two others that have been on the back-burner for years.

Turns out, I suck at follow-through.I’m not writing this looking for a pity party or to make excuses. I’m writing this to be real. I’m not the only one struggling like this, and I am hoping writing about it might shake some things loose. I guess I could just journal about it, but that’s basically what a blog is anyway. Putting it out in the world instead of in a dust covered notebook seems more cathartic.

The thing is, I have learned a lot in the last few years. It’s cliche, but the struggle is real. Not making progress on stories you want to tell comes with a lot of baggage. Some people are better than others at converting that baggage into something productive.

On my path to finally starting to create again, I’ve done a lot of trial and error over the things that work for me, i.e. what kind of writer I am. So far that has involved finding a middle ground between my panster roots (remember that book I started in 2004? It only took 13+ years to figure out maybe pantsing isn’t the way for me) and our expertly outlined co-authorship (Frankie makes outlines for a living. She’s like, the outline god.)

I definitely fall somewhere in-between. I need structure, but if you ask me to outline every chapter, I’ll make it a few in and go completely brain-dead. I struggle to outline stories I have literal tomes of plot and character and everything else for.

Enter discovery number two. I write CHARACTERS. Apparently plot is for chumps. At least, that’s what my characters tell me when I ask them how they are going to get from point A to point B. “You mean it can’t be done with a bit of meaningful banter and relationships? You need action? And movement? You need to know WHY the bad guy is bad?” Muse, exit left.

Addressing those kinds of issues was a lot easier when I shared an office with Frankie. And more importantly, when I had her co-authorship of plotting amazingness to fall back on.

Writing a solo book is hard. The level of responsibility and fear and self-doubt can be suffocating. But I’m working on it. And, I’m slowly making progress. You guys, I want to tell you about these stories SO bad. But I also don’t want to disappoint you. Did I mention responsibility and fear?

So, in the mean time, I am working some fun author-related side hustles while I trudge through the mires of writing a new book. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE this story, but dude. It really has been a struggle.

I can’t promise anything, but I am going to try and do some more regular updates here on my general writing progress. And I am hoping to get these new projects up and running soon. They’ll show up her at some point.

So for now, keep creating. Stay strong. Believe in yourself. That’s what I’m telling myself. Maybe it will help you too.

Until next time,

Alivia

Mason the Porcupine: Choosing a New Type of Shifter for Grizzly Attraction

When we started Grizzly Attraction, Frankie and I knew our main character was a grizzly bear shifter. Emma is Joe’s and Brett’s (Bear Moon) younger sister. She is a strong willed woman preparing to challenge  her own mother for the position of alpha within the Elliot clan. The stress of everything going on in her life has her wound a little tightly, so we knew we needed someone to soften her up.

The great thing about writing in the Whiskey-Verse? There are infinite directions we can go.  We already have wolves… and a LOT of bears. So, the question became, what kind of animal – any animal – would be fun to write about.

And when you have the entire animal kingdom at your disposal, that is kind a daunting idea. Do we want him to be able to fly? Is he a predator? Is he some kind of creepy crawly? (I’m gonna leave those ones to Frankie… so definitely not in this book.)

I tend to like woodland type creatures, and at one point threw out the idea of porcupine. Which immediately had us both wondering, “What would happen if a porcupine quilled a grizzly bear?”

And, Mason the porcupine shifter was born.

Once we have our spirit animal picked,  the little details start building.

I googled pictures of porcupines and immediately knew that he would be a crested porcupine, because they just look… epic. I certainly wouldn’t want to tangle with one.

African Crested Porcupine
Porcupine at water {Hystrix africaeaustralis} Damaraland, Namibia

Porcupines have poor eyesight, so even though Mason can heal quickly and has enhanced strength, he still needs glasses. They like to collect bones, which is both a source of contention between Mason and his porcupine, and then also a bonding point.

The more I researched, the deeper Mason’s story–and Emma’s– became.

And who doesn’t want to write a scene where a porcupine shifter picks a fight with three grizzly bears?

Meet Mason and his animal spirit, Bones, in Grizzly Attraction, coming November 20th.

 

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iBooks: http://bit.ly/GrizziTune
GooglePlay: http://bit.ly/GrizzPlay

 

 

How a Crazy Whim Changed My Life

You never know where life is going to take you. This is something I am continually amazed by as opportunities and adventures present themselves in ways I could never have imagined.

Last October I made a last minute decision to do NaNoWriMo. Having been aware of it for years, I never could make myself commit, but with a new story needing some motivation, I figured why not. So, I cannon-balled in and joined the local group.

After digging through the site, I came across one working author in the group who listed paranormal investigation as a hobby. Since I planned to be working on a ghost story, I took a leap and contacted her, asking to meet up to discuss all things ghostly. From there, the rest is history.

I am now co-authoring a paranormal romance series with this same author, S.M. Blooding, who has become not only a mentor and inspiration, but a great friend. Our first book writing together as Hattie Hunt is coming out in September, and I am currently working on the book two.

It is hard to believe how far things have come since last November, and I am still possibly in a little bit of denial over the crazy path a late October whim has taken me down. I am learning so much about writing, new worlds and genres, and myself. What an adventure!

As I get things up and running here at AliviaPatton.com, be sure to check out my debut novel Bear Moon, written with S.M. Blooding as Hattie Hunt, on Pre-Order now!

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